Lost 4 family members in 8months
It all started with my grandma being sick and she asked us if she could die at home, we brought her home in march, and she died April 1st, 2010, at 12:05 am! Grandma was the glue that held the families together, she was my rock and my inspiration. On June 6th 2010, I lose my twin brother to an overdose, at 2am I get a call from my mom that he wasn't acting right, I go down to the house and he is sweating profusely and had a blue tint to him, he falls to the ground of my parents porch and I see his beautiful green eyes roll back in his head, I knew he was gone! He was mamas boy, and the loss of her mom and son was to hard I think for her to bear, she died November 18th, 2010, a day before her 62nd birthday of multiple severe strokes, I just didn't understand why this was all happening! And then on December 28th, 2010, I lost my husband in a tragic house fire, I was devestated, don't know why he was there, or how he died, a lot of unanswered questions! It's now 2012 and my life is no easier, I cry at pictures, songs, the sounds of names, I wonder at the age of 39 now, how I to start over! Life is so unfair and I'm at a total loss of what to do!!!!