Lost almost everything ..
We were together for almost 10 years. We met when I was still a teenager. We both had nowhere to go and no one who cared. We were there for each other for everything. He was there for me when no one else was. We took care of eachother we had nothing. We've been through so much together even a miscarriage which hurt us both pretty bad. Now we have a beautiful, smart, caring, sweet little daughter that I would do anything for. Sometimes he can make us both very happy and sometimes he can be very evil to me. He went from not ever swearing at me ever to every once in a while to pretty much now every day I get torn down mentally. Not only that but he's been doing drugs which only make his paranoia worse which I've begged him to see a doctor about. He knows we are all he has he acts like he wants to be a family but then is mentally and physically abusive and I don't want my daughter anywhere near any of that. It just hurts me so bad that someone who acted like they cared so much someone who I thought would always be there would one day just change and not be that person. Mine and my daughters whole lives have been flipped around and I don't know what I'm gonna do. Were going to have to start from the bottom again together. I'm just sad that I could never have the family that I've always wanted my whole life. My poor sweet girl. I don't know what to do or say anymore I don't know what were gonna do and that scares me. It hurts me so bad that he would do this to us the only people that were ever there 100% for him.