LOST AND LONELY IN NC CONT
I had a few good days. But now I am in the dumps again. I am just sick in my heart for I miss him soooo much. I just go through the motions. Will anyone ever find me attractive again and love me for just being me. Or do I have to jump through hoops. I am not always sad and lonely. It just hit me sometimes. I don't know where to go or what to do. People says just get out and go for a walk or just pull up your boot straps. People who dont understand grief and clinical depression just dont get it.
Peoples lives go on and my has stopped completely.