Lung cancer took my dad after five months of radiation and chemo. He was 75 and I'm so....lost without him, he was my best friend. I'm relieved that his pain and suffering is gone for him, but mine has just begun. I hate this awful pain and roller coaster ride. Hope it ends soon.
I know how you are hurting right now. After the disbelief, and numbing grief, you'll have a day then and again where the pain is not as intense. There's no time limit. Weeks, if you are blessed, months, or longer. But with the blessings of God relief will slowly but surely come. I lost my parents, and two brothers and I never thought I'd live through it. It's been 5 months since I lost my last brother. It had been only a year since my mother passed. There's times I question my sanity. But I wanted to tell you, over time, you'll except and in your own way, learn to live with your pain. It's not easy and your life will never be the same. You'll be in my prayers.
