Lost Love...By Laura
I am a widow of 1 year. I lost my Husband April 15, 2011. He was very sick and his illnesses got the best of him. We never had any kids but had been together since I was 16. I miss him so much. I often think about him and wish I could see him or even just lay with him. My heart seem to be extremely heavy these days. I am faced with trying to move forward with my life but at times find it difficult. I been staying with my best friend since July of 2011 because I could not afford to live in our house any more the bills and rent was to much for me. I feel like a let down to him because I often think of what we had together and what I am faced with now and just can believe my life has come to a stand still. I have found comfort in knowing the lord and taking it to him in prayer but at times that just don't seem like its enough. I am very heart broken over his lost. Truly feel lost in life now!