Lost my beloved father, he committed suicide due to depression
A year ago to the day he stopped working he passed away my beloved father committed suicide by hanging himself due to depression. My father was a God fearing man had 2 beautiful children and a nephew he loved.
My mother called me as I was in the gym and said in my native language he is hung which could mean he fell or got hung up on something, so I rushed over to my mothers home only to see my father at the top of the stairs with a rope that is used to hold the curtains back that my mom used. I could not leave my father in that position so I picked him up and placed him down. I could not believe my eyes as my father never showed any signs of depression and kept it all bottled inside about his not working and being bored worrying about bills his kids lives etc. They were about to move to Florida and enjoy there new home.
The sadness coupled by the thought that my beloved father committing suicide like he did without even a clue to how he felt is eating me up alive inside, no one should have to see there beloved father in that was as I did, I wish that on no one.
My Dad was a god fearing man religious I pray the Lord shows mercy on his soul. I love you Dad and will miss you forever and beyond.