Lost my best friend 10/15/12
My dad the joker
My dad passed away 10/15/12. He was battling cancer for 2 years and passed away from an infection. My dad was my best friend and my first. I am the female version of my dad, we loved Christmas, country music, comedies and we loved to laugh. This has been the hardest thing I have ever been through. I miss his so much, especially this week with Christmas, nothing is the same. Everyone in my family has moved on and I hide the fact that I am ok with it but I am not. We did not have a service for dad and I am very angry about that. Dad would give anyone the shirt off of his back, he was always there for his family, he taught me how to be a parent. He would always have something to say to make me laugh. He helped my sons when they needed emotional support, he taught my husband how to be a husband. Dad was and is my hero, he was my protector. Dad was a chicago police officer and did his job very well, he recieved many awards. My dad worked very hard to buy a house and to give his kids and grandkids what he could. I feel like I lost my better half, I am not happy anymore I am mad at my family and especially my mom. She has moved on and she and my husband have grown closer. I feel like I am on the outside looking in, I do not have my buddy to talk to anymore I dont have my support group or my rock. I want people to know how important dad is to me but I dont know how. Dad was a very big fan of superheros, his favorite was Thor. Dad was my superhero and will always be, there will forever be a hole in my heart wherer dad should be. I love you dad.