lost my best friend, my mom, my happiness on 31st dec, 2010.

by Tiffany
(colorado springs,colorado.)

i am 15 years of age and i lost my mum on 31st dec 2010. The beginning of this year 2011 has been nothing but hell for my brothers, my dad and i. i feel so lost, my mum was my best friend, she meant the whole world to me. i always believed that my mum would see me get married to the Man of my dreams and also get to hold her grandchildren in her arms, but i guess she never lived to see that day. i feel so sad and alone, i cannot imagine my future without her. she always gave me advice and she always talked about the kind of man she would want me to marry in the future and also, she always talked about my wedding day, how glamorous she wanted it to be and how happy she would be when she sees me walking down the aisle with my father. oh, God why? I wanted to die the moment i heard she was dead, she went to the hospital with my dad and never came back, the only thing my dad was holding when he came back from the hospital was her hand bag. My mum is a sickler, she was diagnosed with sickle cell, that is what killed her. Dont be surprised if i tell u my mum died because she was having pains all over her body and she could not breath. the next morning exactly 5:00am, she was pronounced dead!!! we were planning to celebrate new years eve the day she died, all the foods and decorations she made before she died, that was the worse day of my life!!! LIFE IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!! i miss you mummy, i will never forget you. i promise to tell my kids in the future, what a lovely mother you are, and caring, loving grandmother you would have been to them, if only you had more years on this earth. will love you forever!!!! Thanks to all those who took their time to read this.