Lost my bestfriend
I lost my mom on July 14th 2013 from an accidental drug overdose. She was only 37. Im 18 (17 when she passed away). I feel so much guilt from her death. The night before she passed,we were fighting so we ended on bad terms :/ . The next morning when I went to go wake her up, she was gone. I could tell right when I walked in her room.
I don't even know what kind of greiving im having. I feel fine and then sometimes Im a mess. I feel like it really hasent even hit me yet, it doesnt even feel like shes gone.
She was my bestfriend. It's always been her,my little sister & me .. I don't really know what to
write,but writing in these grief blogs seem to help a little bit and knowing im not alone with loosing my mom. :/