Lost my first born son at age 35
(North Augusta, SC)
I lost my first-born son at age 35 in June of 2013. My son was a very successful young architect who had just been made a partner a year ago and had just married 16 months before his death. He left his suicide note apparently he and his wife were having problems. I had no idea he was in that much pain. He was a high achiever and always did well at everything he attempted in life. My pain although now dulled a little with time was so severe that I contemplated joining him. However, I have a younger son and a husband who needs me and whom I love greatly. I miss my boy so much!