Lost my little sister. 2012 *

On Dec. 19th 2012 my little sister took her own life she was 33 years old, I was at my son's school doing some things for him and when I got home that afternoon my husband had got the phone call from my mother. She had called and told him that my sister had hung her self, she did it on my parents front porch, my dad found her when he was leaving to go to work that morning and he had to cut her down and he started CPR. We got to the hospital and she was on life support till Dec, 22nd 2012 that was the day her heart stoped. She was my baby sister she was five years younger then me, we did every thing together growing up, the letter she had left for the family, in it she left me in charge of planning her funeral and taking care of all of her lose ends. She has a 16 year old son and a 13 year old daughter, they lived with my mom and dad at the time this happened, the kids still live with my parents. That has got to be the hadest thing I have ever had to do in my life. Now i'm still taking care of things for my mom and dad and her kids. I don't think I don't think it has really set in to me, but I feel like my heart is out side of my body I will not cry in front of my family some times I go to my room and lock the door and cry but it just still does not seam real to me....I don't know what to do I think I need to talk to some one but I don't know who to go to...

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