Lost my mom at 15
I am only 15 and I lost my mom exactly 2 months ago. June 6th, 2014. I am up writing this on this site because I cannot sleep and I've just been up crying on and off. She passed unexpectedly due to an un-foreseen ruptured blood vessel and bled to death peacefully in her sleep. I awoke to my brother screaming crying telling me that "Moms dead" around 6 a.m. I just remember having my hand over my mouth in such complete shock that I couldn't believe my own eyes. My dad was sobbing, sitting on the bed next to her on the phone with 911. I kept pacing back and forth hoping she'd wake up and this would all be a dream. My mom and I had a great relationship, typical arguments here and there but what mom and their teen daughter didn't? I am so completely devestated and I feel so hopeless and just empty. If you're reading this I am sure you know how painful it is to lose your mother. I have spoke to a counselor 2 times already and I feel a little better. Even when you have so many people there for you, not having your mother can make you feel like you're alone. She was my back bone and I feel that I'm at such a vulnerable age and this is the time I needed her the most. She was my best friend.