Lost my Mom to cancer
Lost my Mom to cancer recently. Anger and guilt now rules my life. Dealing with it the best I can. Lots of fist fights. Anti social behavior. Uncontrollable emotions at times. Alone and orphaned. World ain't the same. Can't hold down a job anymore. Jealous of other people that still have a family. Guilt of not being a better son. Should have been more understanding of her condition and been accepting of her own body's limitations. Hope when I pass that I meet cancer so I can give him a proper beating for all of us. Much love to all that feel the same. Writing this so you know you ain't alone.