lost my mother and im so lost

(Prairie Grove, Arkansas)

I lost mom on Nov. 20, 2011 at 11:23 pm it doesnt seem like shes been gone for a month, i cry all the time I think the one thing I miss most about her is she used to call me several times a day just to talk and now my phone sits so silent i look at it wishing it would ring and it would be her just one more time I wish I had seen the signs and knew wat was going to happen but i didnt and now she is gone and i feel so alone I keep hoping that its a bad nightmare and i will wake up soon but i know its never going to happen there are no words in my head to comprehend my feelings Mom i love you so much if there is a cell phone in heaven please find it just this once for christmas so i can tell you that im ok and that i miss you so much and so you will know how much i love you

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Feb 16, 2012
by: Anonymous

My mother had been in a nursing home for two years and that is where she passed away. I called her at 7:30 every morning to see how she was. I went to see her every day. I washed her clothes, I took her special food, I did everything for her. I had lived beside her for forty three years,sometimes it was hard to live that close to mom after Dad passed away. She was very independent,but also at the same time she depended on me. When she started to go down and I knew her time was getting closer it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, watch her deteriorate every day. She died sooner than I thought she would, it was like okay lets just get this over with. I knew she was going to die, but it was still unexpected. You would think I would be relieved, but it hasn't been that way. My life hasn't been the same since.I can't seem to move on yet. My belief in God is strong and so was hers. I am praying that God is going to help me move passed her death. I need to be happy again and get on with the rest of my life. That is what she would have wanted. She even gave me several signs that I should. Mother I miss you so much.

Dec 24, 2011
by: Anonymous

i know how u are feeling it is 7 months since i lost my mum and i still feel lost it is a little easier when i am busy but then sometimes the grief is so hard to bear . it is nice to know that it is normal to feel this and ur mum is so important in ur life but also remember that she would wantu to live ur life to the full and live for her xxx lv angela

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