Lost my sister my best friend!
My sister and I lived together she just turned 33. On her birthday I took her to a fancy restaurant and a show ( as she always wanted that) never did I imagine that it would be the last birthday we would spend together. Writing this is so hard, I feel so lost and I always keep asking my self why me? It was on April 21st this year when I got back home and as usual I would go to her room to give her a good night kiss and as always we would stay forever talking about anything. As soon as I found her I tough she was sleeping I tried to wake her up because she wasn't at her bed when I realized she was very cold and I couldn't move her. I didn't get to see her beautiful face because her hair was covering it but oh God I never in my life tough I was going to feel so much pain. I don't know what to do I still dial her number after work to hear her voice and I miss her so much she was my mom, my best friend and my older sister. I feel angry most of the time and nothing makes sense. I try to stay strong for my parents but every night I come back home and cry until I fall sleep. Everything in her room still the same, everything smells like her and if you only had the chance to met her she was the funniest and friendliest person ever and I miss her so much.