lost my sister to drug overdose
by monica manning
my baby sister was 20 years old when she died died june 1 2012 nt to long ago. we grew up in a very disfuctional family bt we always had each other and went through everything togehter. we grew up very fast experimented with drugs. which we shouldnt have bt monkey see monkey do. i have blame. but we also grew up in church and i know she was saved. so i know she was in a better place. she was a go getter she had a mental abusive long time boyfriend. he stole her car money all the time and got her to shoot up. she was a very strong person and kept everything inside of her. once she started shooting up its thats how she escaped, i was getting so mad at her well nt mad bt worried because i have had lots of friends that died from that. she wouldnt listen and it hurt her to know that i was hurting so she kept at it. she worked her butt off working all the time to take care of her little girl lilly . i dont know ijust miss dearly. i found out i was pregnant about a month after she passed on and that was sad to be because she couldnt be there to experience it with me.