Lost My wife and best friend in one day.
by Ted Rogozinski
WE were married for 32 years. She was a nurse on a cancer unit floor. So she new a lot about cancer . she had taken care of all types. Well about a year and half ago she had breast cancer and little bit in her lenfnods. Being married for 30 years then, I new what was to come. It was just a matter of time, before that day would come, when there would be no hope for her. Well my life ended on 2-6-2014 at 3pm. when the doctor call and told me my baby passed away , my whole world die right then an there. Siting there alone with just my puppy molly. that's all I have left . Her family was at the funeral on the 11th and after the repass diner that was it. No one would talk to me, I tried calling them, just to have someone to talk to, but they never called me back. I felt so alone, not wanted. So that's what happens after your wife pass away, your a nobody . I knew these people for at lease 34 years but after there sister dies that's it forget about him. I love my wife and miss her so much. Her sister went to all the treatments with her, my wife didn't want me to go. I had taken It very badly when my mom die of cancer, After her funeral , I went into my computer room and stayed there for at lease three or four days, but my wife got some help to get through it. So she new she was dieing but never let it on to me she was. She told me she was doing find. and the doctor had all kind trick in his bag to beat this thing. But I didn't be leave that at all. after she passed, My world ended, looked for help in all ways can't find anything out there. I'm so sad, lonely, lost, and no where to go. sorry if this don't sound to right use out there, but I am doing this a crying at the same time. This is the worst part or end of my life. To be alone, and my best friend an love of my life is not here to help me. I love you Baby, and miss you so much it hurts. I feel so alone. Thanks.