lost our first baby boy
I conceived after 2 years of marriage. We were very happy.I was 34 weeks pregnant. Dr suggested usg for which he found that i have low fluid of 6 to 7. He suggested immediate cesarean on 04/08/2014. At 8.55 pm my baby boy was born i just saw his back side. Soon after he was born he was having breathing problem and shifted to nicu in some other hospital. Dr said since he is premature born need to be kept in nicu for 4 days. All were very happy since baby boy was born. At around 3.30 am got a call from nicu tat my darling baby is very serious and my husband was called there immediately. Dr said his lungs are not developed so he cannot breath. At around 7 am. My darling baby passed away. I was not told about all this.. my family took him for final rituals without showing me. I came to know after 3 days. I never got to see n will never be able to see him how he looks his eyes nose his lil hands legs. I cant bear this pain. I want to try for baby asap. I know nothing can replace him.