Lost Son To Murder

by Gina
(Spring TX)

My dearest son Michael. Michael was killed at the young age of 18. Michael has an older sister. I see the pain in her eyes, missing her little brother. It will be 15 years this Nov. How people can take someone's life away is still something I can't wrap my brain around. I see people different now. There is too much hate in this world. Michael is missed in so many ways words cannot say. There are days when others may say something mean & they don't know about Michael & I know there is nothing that can ever hurt me because the deepest hurt has already happened. I know I will see Michael again when I'm called home. What A Glorious Day That Will Be. The person that did this got a life sentence. And life is Texas is only 20 years. Still not over that & never will be. It is so hard to go see Michael at his resting place. Once there I don't want to leave. At the beginning I would hit his grave stone yelling at him to get up. And wait for days for him to come home & say it was all a joke. I know now it was not a joke & he is gone. Michael was my best friend & hard to look at his pictures. We did everything together. He was just a kid trying to grow up. We all think things like this want happened to us. Be aware evil is everywhere. Stay safe & hug your kiddos & tell everyday how much you love them. We are all here on borrowed time.

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Sep 05, 2013
Lost Son to Murder
by: Doreen U.K.

Gina I am sorry for your loss of your son Michael to murder. It doesn't seem fair what we have to go through in life each day living in a world that is getting more selfish and evil.
Every day is hard and you wonder how you will get through it. I managed by taking one day at a time. Grief is so painful. It robs us of so much energy that we could use elsewhere.
You have this HOPE that you will see your son again. This is Good. Hold onto this HOPE and never let it go. It will give you the strength you need each day to go on. I have such a strong belief in God and also believe I will see my loved ones again. But life feels so long, we do get very tired of having these struggles. But to lose a child is the worst pain a parent could go through. But the type of death to murder is even harder to accept and cope with. None of us think it will happen to us. Best thing parents can do is to cover their children with Prayer for God to put a hedge of protection around them and keep them safe from harm and danger. I do worry about what will happen each day as the news is never good. Best to Hope in God. He has all the answers and is with us every day if we call upon Him. I Pray that God gives you all the Comfort and strength to get through each day.

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