Lost the love of my life!!!!!!!!
I lost my husband on Jan. 12, 2011. I miss him so much, some days I don't think I can go on. We met in highschool, started dating at 16 and married 4 years later. I was so blessed to be able to spend 31 years with him. We have 2 wonderful children and 2 grandchildren.
My husband was diagnosed with AML Leukemia in November of 2009 and went through many rounds of chemo and a bone marrow transplant in May of 2010. He was in remission and doing well. Sadly in Sept. of 2010 his leukemia was back and he started chemo again. He went through so much and was so strong and never lost his sense of humor. He fought so hard to live, but his body was so weak from the treatments and leukemia he lost his fight. When he passed my heart went with him.
I never thought I would be a widow at 51. We had so many plans and were looking forward to traveling. Now I feel so lost and alone without him. I know I have to rebuild my life, but don't know how. How do you continue on without your soulmate?