Lost the love of my life....8 years ago today
Eight years ago today, I lost the love of my life, My beloved husband Jimmy. When I said goodbye and kissed him that morning, I didn't know it would be the last time. I'm still devastated that I lost him. It has been a nightmare, that I can't recover from. Everyone in his family blamed me and turned their backs on me and our daughter (Even though he was killed in the line of duty). I guess it is easier to deal with the loss of a loved one if you can hate someone. At least that is what they did to us. Today, to add to my misery our daughter told me that she hates me and wished I would die! Yes, I have to deal with a Defiant Teenager and all her troubled like minded friends. The one thing that I have lost is Hope for a future that will give me any kind of happiness.