Lost without my mom

by David mccarter
(knoxville tn)

I lost my momma 1 year and seven months ago i was the youngest she was my whole heart and soul since her,death the world feels like a bad dream I feel like im walking in a constant fog like existence I miss her so much sometimes I cant breathe she was my momma my best friend and my rock of stability and the only person I trusted 100% why she have to die when I needed her so much life just cant be the same without her kind heart and her way of letting me know no matter what she loved me more than words and without her im empty inside but one day in heaven ill see her again its just tuff living in this world without her

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Aug 27, 2013
I Can't Believe My Mother Is Gone
by: Becky

My heart goes out to you. I understand your pain. My Mother went to heaven on August 1, 2013. I am trying to learn how to live without her. She was always there for me. Every day I wait for her to call me at work, when I realize she will not be calling me. I am looking for ways to channel my grief, and coming to this website is one of them. I love the song by Mercy Me called "Move". I am not about to give up because I heard you say there will be brighter days for I am not here to stay. My home is in heaven where my Mother is and some day I will see her again, and you will see your mother again too. Prayers are being sent your way.

Aug 27, 2013
by: carol

i know how you feel. its been 8 months since my mom passed away. and no matter what i do i just cant seem to get it together. my mom was my whole world and with her gone nothing ever seems like it will be the same again. my mom died in a car accident. she was killed instantly. i never got the chance to say goodbye. she was my best friend. no matter how long since we had last talked i picked up the phone and it was like we had just said bye a few minutes before. i miss her soo much! and on special days its really tough. all i do is cry. we could talk about anything. she always asked about my fur babies (dogs) and i hers. and she would laugh when id tell her what cute thing they had done lately. and of course she had to know about her grandsons. a day doesnt go by i dont think of her.

Aug 27, 2013
Empty Inside
by: Anonymous

I understand completely. I lost my dad over 9 months ago and I just can't seem to get it together. Just when I think I'm better, I hit a downward spiral. I pray you will eventually feel whole again.

Aug 27, 2013
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Mother last year on August 5th, 2012. She loved me when I was a bad boy, she loved me when I was a good boy. Mothers are like that. That is many Mothers are like that. I miss my Mom too. My daughters lost their Mother when they were 5 and 11.She died in the hospital hooked up to all the life support systems. Long story. Many psychological scars there. I had to raise them as a single Father. I thought being a soldier was tough. Being a single parent especially someone who does not have that attachment that a Mother has being that she carries you for almost 10 months in her body. Again I am so sorry. I still have the phone number in my cell. One day I will delete it. I wish when I rang it she would say, "Well Hello Son!," one more time. Thinking of you.

Perhaps in Heaven when she is no longer bound in her wheelchair and in so much pain. I will see her run, dance and be as beautiful as she was to me when I was not so beautiful to her.

Aug 27, 2013
I'm sorry
by: Jolynn

I am so sorry you lost your dear mother. Mother daughter relationships are so tight and we become best friends with our moms. I am 56 and my mom is 82 I am very close to her and talk with her every day. I know that someday soon I will be without her and it scares me for all the reasons you wrote about. Even though I have not lost my mom, I just lost my 26yr old son. He was an officer in the Marines training to be a fighter pilot. It will be one year in October. I know the feeling of not even being able to breathe. It is physically painful and most people do not understand the depths of our grief. I keep hearing that we will get thru this and our pain will diminish in intensity. I have heard this thru many different sources including my grief counselor. Have you thought about joining a grief therapy group or seeking a grief counselor to help ease you thru this first year? I have a daughter and I can only hope our relationship turns into one so loving as the one you had with your sweet mother. We do not know what happens after death but I had some strange experiences after my son died which leads me to believe there is something after this life and they do try to communicate sometimes. Put your love out there and she will probably get it.

Aug 27, 2013
Lost without my mom
by: Doreen U.K.

David I am sorry for your loss of your beloved Mom. It is so very hard losing a Mom. She nurtured You and gave you the skills for life. I am a Mom to 3 Adult children and the best experience in the world. A mom just loves and gives and it is such a beautiful experience. I will one day leave my children and I worry for them. I worry about who will look after them and protect them. I guess this is just a normal part of living. We grief those we have lost and grief also our passing when our children will go through the same Sorrow and we try to protect them from suffering. But it is not possible. Even Sorrow has its day, but it purifies us and makes us stronger in time.
Good you have a belief in God and know you will see your Mom again. This is what will give you the strength to go on in life. Knowing this is not the end. But the beginning of a future where you will be re-united with your Mom again FOREVER. Never to be parted again. This is what keeps me going on each day. HOPE.
Grief doesn't last forever. It does its work and then moves us on. The pain will get less. Healing will take place and you will never feel this hurt again. This is just a process we all go through when we lose our loved ones. Our journey is to make the most of our life and live it well so that when we have to give account to God for our life and how we lived. God will be pleased and say WELL DONE. May God comfort you in the days ahead and Give you Peace.

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