by Karen
(Florida, NYC)

My Beloved Angel, My Mother

My Beloved Angel, My Mother

My Mother was the guiding light in my life. She passed away, unexpectedly, at the hospital. She was there for a routine test. I suspect something went wrong during the procedure, i am sure an error, but of course, can't prove it.

She loved and nurtured me. She worked 3 jobs to give me the best of everything. I did not we did not have alot of money. She wanted me to be happy. My father passed away when I was young so I was very close to my Mother.

She was a young Mother and I was a devoted daughter. We had alot of fun together but she always reminded me she was my Mother, not my girlfriend. I have many memories of her & I. I was in a fire, lost alot of photos which is quite upsetting too.

She was quite beautiful. Once a top high fashion model for designers like Dior, Valentino & Halston. Her beauty came from within. She was very unaffected and down to earth, she was kind, sweet, lovely, classy and very special indeed.

I am lost without her. I have very little support system. No one to really talk to about things that pop up in life: the good, and mostly bad, lately. I found out my friends are not really friends. Most people are self-centered and worried about themselves. My Mother was truly my best friend. She was always in my corner and I exceled at everything I did. I have great accomplishments. Not anymore! I am sad without her! I am lost without her. I have a broken heart. I dont think I will ever be happy again. In fact, I know I wont be happy again.

Thanks for listening. To everyone who has their Mothers', cherish them.


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Mar 12, 2013
Totally understand
by: Anonymous

Dear Anonymous how sad for you to hear these final words from your dad that he is finally free after your mother's death. It is sad when some wives feel they are just tolerated and they stay in a marriage and do their job well till they die. I would think that it is your mother who is finally FREE. Take comfort in this that Your mother is finally FREE of your father. She won't suffer anymore. Her suffering has ended. Your father may think that he is free but he is still alive and may end up regretting his words and then discover he was better off with your mother. This can happen.

Mar 11, 2013
Totally Understand
by: Anonymous

I like you have lost my one and only true friend and got left with the Dad from hell. My mom was literally 11 years younger then my Dad but she always told me she would go first and how miserable he mad her. With that being said .....his words to me right after she died was that he was finally free. I don't know when or how but I died immediately that day. My life has gone downhill ever since. So just so you know you are not alone and your words were so precise that I just had to respond. There really isn't any inspiring words that anyone can say so I try to just say I get it.

I enjoyed reading you thoughts and I hope we can find peace someday.


Feb 13, 2013
by: Doreen U.K.

Karen I am sorry for your loss of your mom. I had a very encouraging mom who I lost 9 years ago. But my mom put enough in me to feel secure. Most of my security now comes from my Faith in God which I have had since a child and this is what gets me through life. I was secure in being married for 44yrs. till I lost my beloved husband 10 months ago to a deadly cancer. I have 3 Adult children who are living their own lives as they should and I make no demands on them. Thank God I have 3 sister's and a brother who are so very supportive I wouldn't get through life without them. I know how difficult it must be for you to not have anyone to talk to and to feel so desperate. Sadly friends let us down at the worst time of our lives. Mostly because they don't know what to say and may feel awkward around you. We live in the days of people who are self centred and when they don't meet our needs we feel lost and empty. Find a counsellor who will listen to you and help you cope with your feelings. It is well worth the money spent. I call a good investment. I did this. I am in a more secure and happier place. Your self esteem will get better and you will attract friends again and you will be a happier person who will be able to look forward and handle life better. Give it a try. I am sure you won't regret it. I did and it is an inward type of happiness I have never felt before and get's me through life better.

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