i cant do this anymore its been 6months of depression i feel i have no one and everyone is sick of hearing me im even sick of myself
the pain i feel is deep and hurts
he keeps blaming me for things his ex gf told him i did to her and i didnt he is ruining my reputation and ui just am weak
the crumbs he throws me are killing me now he met some one on line and is going away to meet her for the weekend on fri i cant bare the thought
no sleep no eat no nothing barely trying its so lonely and my hope is still strong..........................