Lots and lots of photos
(A sunny today Northern Ireland)
Hi to everyone,
I came across all the photos Richard had put onto the computer the other day from the digital camera and was overwhelmed by it all.
So many wonderful photos.
I sent off and got 1300 of them developed and when they arrived it was amazing. It reinforces that when Richard died i lost my life, my future and my everything. We had it all with love the four of us share. Life is so precious and should not be taken for granted!!
We had a great family life and the kids, he and i made so many memories.
It's yet another time looking thro each and every one that i realise yet again what we are missing out on and all the future memories we never got the chance to make.
We certainly made the most of life, love and family and as we all do, i miss it so much.
This 'new' life is so sad without him and the kids miss him so much. We had so much left to do, to give and then our happy ever ending was so brutally taken from us.
As in previous posts i really miss us and the we!!
And the children have lost so much not having their dad around. They were so young when he died, only 12 and 14.
It is a totally rotten situation and the hardest job in the world to keep it going now as a single parent and trying to 'get it right' and as some of us know, teenage children were never sent to us to make it easy anyway.
Altho i am proud of us on how we have come so far and the way we have done it. Without this site i would never have managed as well as i have,
Love to you all from Northern Ireland,