Louie my son,my love,my friend
Nov 17th,2012 was the worst day of my life.
I got a call from my daughter sounding frantic
Saying "Mom something horrible happened!!
I knew by the way she said horrible,it was bad.
"Louie died mom! "she blurted out.
I went into shock.
"What?" I said. Not my Louie!
The parents worst nightmare. My 39 year old son
All that followed was done in a daze.
We put together a lovely memorial, gathered photos,
Made a photo CD,got music he liked to play for the service,did all the things
One has to do,out of love,shock and devastation all mixed together.
Louie was loved by many,I saw that at the memorial service.
It isn't enough,my Louie is gone. He was my friend as well as my son!
He is one of my 5 children and each one is so important,there is a huge
Hole in my heart because Louis has left us.
There are no words to heal me,I read others words and I know they understand
My sorrow,my loss,my emptiness.
That is all I know right now.