Love like Ours is never free :'/

by Ms
(Cali)

In life you either stay with the love of you life, or you dont. Love is crazy is has its ups and downs and you can never come around. We all have that person we love with all our heart some are with us and some are not. Its sad to say there can be many obstacles which do not let you and that person be together, its do or die.If you really love a person do all you can to be with that one, no matter if who or what judges you. In my case I love him, i love him so much, i know he will always be the love of my life (im crying) but me and him can not be it is so sad. I wish he was here with me to wipe my tears off and let me know that everything is going to be alright. But that is not possible he does not have the will to do that, i am tired of fighting for this love when its nothing to him. I wish him the best in life, who knows maybe one day he will come in to realization that i was all he needed. I hope its not to late by that time. I just want to be happy and even though i love him he is not my happines:/ i am not going to waste no more teers on him he does not deserve me in no way. How can i get over him it has been a month we have not talk, will it get better? I try not to think about him much, but he just pops in my head. I know that is I call him we can fix things, but I do not want to be the one to that again. Im Over it, it his turn to fight for me if he really loves me. Its been a month and he has not done so, i guess i Just have to move on no matter if is makes me cry god will help me.