Love of my life gone
My beautiful, loving, sexy, wife passed away July 24 2011 with no warning at all. We have 3 girls together and all of them are crushed. She was only 44 yrs old and never showed any signs that would have made her go to the doctor. I miss her every day...hopefully soon I will be able to think about her and not be drawn to tears. She was my best friend, my lover, and the most wonderful mother to our three daughters. I don't know what to do...I am lost without her! my girls were raised right...1 got straight a's on her first report card as a high school student...1 is a junior in high school and got all a's and two b's...and my youngest who is in 5th grade got all b's...I know mom is sooo proud!! I just wish I could know what to say to them when they say " I miss mommy!!!"...It breaks my heart. Plus...I hate to be alone...I don't know how to meet anyone and I don't know if it would be fair to try and meet someone right now...My wife set the bar real high!!! I feel like I am trapped...hopefully someday I can move on...I know she would want me too!!! I miss her so much and I just wish she was here..especially for the holidays...all the fun we used to have...Denise know this..I love you and always will..your girls all have a special little piece of you in them...they are what keep me going right now...thank you for the best 26 years of my life...I wouldn't trade it for anything!!
Your loving husband