love of my life

by yash mittal

It's been almost five years now,seems like yesterday.wen i sit down writing dis article my mind goes back to that fateful day i.e 23/10/07(tuesday).the day wen i lost the love of my life,my father due to cardiac arrest..:( father was an amazing person..wen i was bullied by almost everyone due to my dark complexion he was the only who use to encourage me,motivate me.we h=shared a great relationship.we used to discuss a lot about everything especially cricket..i miss him while watching cricket now.i had several intutions leading uptu that fateful day about his death,hence i was very possesive about him...whenever he use to get late while coming home from work..i used to get very scared...that night my mom was not with us..she had gone to her relatives house to attend a marriage..i was sleeping with my father..(i was 15 at that time)..suddenly around 2'0 cock i woke up...not seeing m father in bed...i got scared..den i heard a voice..n believe me it was was of my father crying in pain
...due to improper medication given to him by a stupid nearby doctor we couldn't save him...n there it was ,my biggest fear had come true..i had lost my father as i type dis story
its 21/06/2012...i am 20 now,well almost...still i can't
get over him..:-(

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Jun 21, 2012
Lost my Dad the love of my life
by: Doreen England U.K.

Dear Yash Mittal
I am sorry for the loss of your Dad. You seem to have had such a good relationship with your Dad and now you have a lot of grief. This pain is worse when the Love is deep as yours was for your father. When we bond in a relationship it is more painfull than a relationship where there is distance between parents and a lot of control. You seem to have a free spirit and so you feel as if your world is torn apart. Yash this happens to all of us when facing grief. Grief comes out of deep love and this is painfull.
Because you were so young at 15yrs when your father died you will feel insecure now until you grieve the pain of your loss. You can find support in a counsellor to help you with your grief and so build a stronger relationship that will help you in life. How is your mother now after the loss of her husband? Go to your mother and tell her how you feel. She will do all she can to make sure you are not suffering too much. do you have any brothers and sisters? Build strong relationships with them as you will all need each other. Often when we feel all alone with our grief our siblings will withdraw and sort of go into a shell and not be able to talk about their pain and this will inhibit their life. I hope that you will be able to get the help you need to cope with life and that you will realize that you will feel better in time. Best wishes.

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