Love of my Annie...

Very sudden. and I can't write this just yet. It would be like a msg in a bottle sort of thing... Annie was very fragile, but wanted to live. I let her down so many times by being away for my work...She was the brains, I just went out and turned wrenches and so forth. A big dope that did not deserve such a treasure. There is far too much more, I am still so raw. Just the morning of 12 April 2012...I am devasted beyond words which may be applied here. There are no words, none. Annie loved the arts, music, theatre, etc... I am just a big oaf who can turn wrenches. I always called her "Baby Girl" (Long before NCIS)...I cannot do this anymore yet...Sorry!

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May 30, 2012
I can relate
by: Lamb

My husband died 8 days ago. I feel your guilt and believe it is our purpose to be better people and am certain your annie knee you and loved you for exactly who you are We were together twelve years and I did not deserve such a beautiful, present, and loving man. He had been sick for three years and really sick for the last year. He loved sci if movies and today I looked at his collection and realized I did not watch his movies with him. I love him so much. He would wait for me as I went to do my thing. Always there for me to come home to. Loved me in a way I way I have never been and will never be loved.

May 22, 2012
message back in a bottle
by: Anonymous

You are not a big oaf. She knew she was loved and that was you. No God speaches right now just hang in there. only three months for me so no good advice just try to remember you are not alone and that she knew you Loved her

May 05, 2012
Your Love Touches Me
by: Rose

What beautiful love words for your Annie. She knew your strengths and weaknesses, the same as you knew hers..that was true love. God blessed you both and brought you together. Now, He called His Annie home and it hurts.
I lost a daughter last year, and the pain can leave me speechless at times also. When that happens, I try to rest in the knowledge that God has His hand on her and she is at peace. Somehow, that comforts me.


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