love you millions mam and miss you every single day!!
I can not believe i am writing this, i will never forget the night for the rest of my life. I tried to ring my mam (as we spoke about 3 times a day!!) but no answer so i thought she had popped out but when i kept trying and no answer i knew something was wrong i just knew she was gone. My lovely mam had suffered a heart attack and had not suffered at all but i was so angry Why did it happen? why my mam? She was only 62 and had still loads of time to give. I always new losing my mam/best friend would be hard but not like this. I feel lost, vulnerable, alone and much more. I just can't believe my mam has gone for good, how do you carry on?? i will carry on and keep making her proud but somedays i just can't think straight.
Would love just one phone phone call, one more hug, one more laugh well the truth is i just want her back!
love you millions mam and always will xxxx