I lost my beautiful Nanny on the 27th April 2012. Even though I am 37 myself I just cant stop grieving for her. I know that under a week has passed but I cant imagine living my life without her in it. She was so very special to me and although I didnt get to see her very often, we kept in tough all of the time. I miss her emails telling me she loved me and how special I am. I miss her beautiful smile, and her amazing laugh - I just miss everything about her.
She wasnt ill, which was a wonderful thing for her as she never suffered or lost any of her dignity, but it also means it was so unexpected. None of us got to say goodbye and it is just such a shock. I wish more than anything else that I could have one last cuddle and tell her how wonderful she was, and how much I truly loved her.
I will never stop loving her, I just hope the pain goes away. it is her funeral on Wednesday and I am reading out a poem. I know it will be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but I know I have to do it for her and my family. They say time is a great healer but can you ever heal a broken heart? I loved my nanny so much xxxx
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