Mark Carmichael 1958-2012
by John Pitts
(Carmel, Indiana USA)
It's been almost 3 months baby. I'm ready for this nightmare to end. I miss you so so much. Baby, when I found you in our garage I went into shock as I called 911 and tried to do CPR and I haven't come out of it yet. Will we be together again someday.??? Are you sending me messages??? I have your ashes at my bedside. What was your last hour like, did you have chest pain or just collapse. .??What was the last thing on your mind.??? How long we're you having known need for nitro?? Didn't you tell anyone??? You didn't tell me because I would've over reacted to the stress of it???
Baby, I am in pain that I won't ever come out of..... My life is over as I knew it, but I will go on, because I have no choice now. Thank You Baby Smoogums, for 22 bueatiful years. BaYbe, the Puppy misses you too.
I will Always Love You,