by Diane

my daughter died april 27th 2012 she lived in England with her new husband of one year. I was not there when she died nor did I get to be there for the funural. We were close but money kept me from the trip to England to be there for the wake and funural. Her husband came home from work and she was laying on the floor dead, I don't know what happened she was ill but she told me she was doing better and now she is gone. I never got to say good-bye I didn't get to hug or kiss her. Right now we are trying to bring her ashes home to Amercia to place her with her dad, which is what she wanted. I do not know how to go on I can't work,I just sit in the house sometimes I cry, sometimes I am so mad I can't even go to the store because when someone asks me how my day is I want to scream " MY DAY SUCKS" I have other children and they seem to have gotten it togeather and have started living but I don't want too. MY child will never come home for vacations, Christma. She would have recieved her PhD in Sept of 2012 and then they were going to work on having children. Well all those dreams are gone wiped out in death. Melody was 33 years old her birthday is in July, how do I face that day.

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May 23, 2012
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry for your loss and not being able to be with your daughter while she was sick or at the funeral. My prayers are with you and I pray that you will receive her ashes.

May 17, 2012
Lorene would have been 34 on April 15th 2012
by: Lorene's mom

How will you face your precious daughters birthday in July ? I know I had to do it on April 15th 2012 with my grandson who turned 14 that day also, we visited her gravesite that I had to move her from where she had previously been buried with my parents due to siblings in my family being angered that we buried her there. We did not request her to be buried with my parents the funeral home did that, but I paid to have her moved to her own private spot, and the next day my husband and I bought the plot next to hers so she will never be alone. I made it through that day and I'm still waking up and going to bed each night, but my life has become a before and after life. I miss her so much , I cry and wail, I feel numb, I don't know how I will return to work. All I know is this didn't kill me but am I really alive? I'm very sorry for your loss and I hope you find closure God bless.

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