my daughter died april 27th 2012 she lived in England with her new husband of one year. I was not there when she died nor did I get to be there for the funural. We were close but money kept me from the trip to England to be there for the wake and funural. Her husband came home from work and she was laying on the floor dead, I don't know what happened she was ill but she told me she was doing better and now she is gone. I never got to say good-bye I didn't get to hug or kiss her. Right now we are trying to bring her ashes home to Amercia to place her with her dad, which is what she wanted. I do not know how to go on I can't work,I just sit in the house sometimes I cry, sometimes I am so mad I can't even go to the store because when someone asks me how my day is I want to scream " MY DAY SUCKS" I have other children and they seem to have gotten it togeather and have started living but I don't want too. MY child will never come home for vacations, Christma. She would have recieved her PhD in Sept of 2012 and then they were going to work on having children. Well all those dreams are gone wiped out in death. Melody was 33 years old her birthday is in July, how do I face that day.