by Tasmeeka Maharaj
It takes a minute to say hello but forever to say goodbye...why is that?
My nephew was only 3 and a half years old when he passed,I know to most people a nephew is just that,a nephew,but not to me,my nephew was my son,his death shocked me even more because he was perfectly fine and within a few hours he picked up a fever then a convulsion had a heart attack and became stem cell dead,stem cell dead is like being brain dead but worse,your stem cell is the only thing in your body that can never be replaced or regrown,10 days after he became stem cell dead he passed,when I think about what happen I become numb and want to throw up and don't know what to do,the day he passed I felt my soul went with him but my body stayed back on earth,he truly was an angel,he was the most polite,caring and understanding child I had ever met,when I look at his cot and see that its empty it makes me more sad to know that it will never be filled again,people say with time wounds heel,though I feel with time the wounds just get deeper,each day without baby is more and more challenging,the pain I feel can never be explained,ever since he passed life has never been the same,no matter what I do to try feel better it never helps,each person grieves in their own way,I wish there was a rule whereby no parent should ever have to bury their child,it isn't right,your baby should never die before you.
People always say be strong,don't cry,if you need anything let me know,I'm sorry how can I help you feel better
All those lines said by people are so useless,all those things said by people are always always easier said than done...
R.I.P baby Avthaar