Miss my beautiful Mom
My Mom is gone since Jan 19th 2012.
it still looks like that day to me...
did not have a chance to talk to her before she died...my last words with here were through the phone …
she used to be sick with arthritis rheumatoid but unexpectedly she died of infarct myocardial.
We were prepared that she could get totally paralyzed from arthritis but never crossed our mind that she would go this soon. She was only 53 years old and had so much to live still.
I feel pain everyday every hour…and I still miss her so much. I wish I could have had a moment with here to tell her how much I love here and how important she is to me.
Now my life seems meaningless without her. I am expecting the pain to get better but with time it is getting worse. I feel so lonely without my moth who was my strength, my joy, my everything.
I am 31 years old single with my dead of 61 years old.
I just see no point in life anymore when even fighting against one thing you die of another. No point when life is only suffering and than death