missing her

by Ricki

my mum and her grand children

my mum and her grand children

I was 12 when my mum first got sick she was taken to hospital and told she would only have 6 months to live. It was the first time I had ever seen my father cry. My mum had a chronic lung disease and she had to be on oxygen all the time. My mum was the strongest woman I had ever known, she battled nine more years with her disease and I always knew it was an inevitable that she wasn't always going to be around. But with her will to keep on living and beating her disease I knew she was going to be here a while longer. Finding out mum had cancer last year was a real shock and it killed me. I would go and visit her every weekend and every time I had to leave her I ballled my eyes out. My biggest regret was I didn't visit her the last weekend before she went. All i want to do is pick up the phone and talk to her. I wish she was here to see my beautiful daughter I just wnt to hug her and tell her i love her. Its so hard

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