missing him still
My dad was killed in a motorbike accident in goa in 2007...I still feel like he's gonna call me anyday..and then I remember that's never gonna happen again. He was cremated there as that was his wish if anything were to ever happen...and people took his money and bank cards..friends of his who was supposed to take me there to his funeral..so I wasn't even allowed to go to that. My heart aches and I have a beautiful daughter who will never know him. It's changed me alot..I did go off the rails before but I'm better now. I dream about him every night and that's a comfort. But sometimes it just hurts that I can't go see him.