Missing my Baby Brother!!!
(Melbourne, Australia )
My brother travelled home on Monday morning to say bye to our family as he was planning to come live with my family and I in Australia.
He went and saw our sick grandmother in hospital, met his new nephew, caught up with his other niece and nephews, caught up with all of his friends, and on the night of Tuesday the 5th of March 2013, one of his friends called him and said he was picking him up and taking him out with the boys so they could celebrate my brother's new adventure and this guys birthday.
Fadi was at his friend's house at that time, when he got the call.
His friend arrived they got in the car and 15 minutes later my only brother was gone.
This so called friend was doing 200kms pet hour on the bad roads of Lebanon. My brother was sitting in the front passenger seat while his friend that he was visiting was at the back and the so called friend the driver.
This guy lost control of the car, my brother and his friend kept telling him to slow down but he didn't. The car hit the side barriers of the freeway, went flying in the air and crashed on the other lower freeway on my brothers side. It snapped his neck and skidded 600m on gravel making my brother Non recognizable. We weren't able to have a vigil service for him. We couldn't say our goodbyes. I was talking to him the night before just before I went to bed (time difference) he said he was going to see the doctor to get checked as he had groin pain...
As I woke up the first thing I did was message him to see how he went and if everything was ok.
I never got a reply. Instead 15 min later I got a phone call to tell me that my baby brother is dead. He was 20 years old and sooooo full of life. I hadn't seen him in 3 years. We messaged and skyped all the time but I hadn't seen him as I live in Australia and he lived in Dubai.
Today is 4 weeks to his death and I can't breath. He was meant to be living here with me now. Instead I had to take to first plane and go to his funeral. I am the eldest of 5 and he was the youngest. He was our only brother, son, hero, sunshine....
I can't describe how I feel. I have no interest in life no more all I want is him back. I want him to be here living with my family and I. My kids are never going to know their amazing uncle. I miss him soooo much and it hurts ;(((