Missing My Husband and Best friend of 30 yrs
by Denice Hinderhan
I miss my husband and my best friend today its been 3 weeks,2 days.
It still hurts so bad my heart aches for him,I would love to snuggle with him,give him a big kiss and say I love you Honey,
I miss that so much.we must of told each other about 20 times a day that we love them,and kissed each other about 20 times or more.we was truly in love with each other,we celebrated are 29th anniversary on 12/23/11.we was so happy he was home for it and christmas,That was just a happy time for me and my baby.this is my first st. patty day without him,we always made corn beef brisket and cabbage and pot,for 30 years,and I am so sad that he is not here for it,I went out to his resting place and put green carnations and talked to my baby for a while,I find it makes it easier when I go out there and talk to my baby,I talk all the time to him at home,and kiss his pictures and hold and sleep with his pillow and I even kiss his pillow good night,I just can't imagine my life without my baby,how do I live without him.we was supposed to old gray and still be together,but the horrible disease took my baby home to Jesus,My husband had diabetes ,copd ,fibrosis of the lungs,CHF,pulmonary hypertension,Gdd,and he went sepsis shock 4 times,and made it each time,he was on oxygen 24/7. 8 to 10 liters sitting still,high flow,he was on lots of meds. and inhalers,and breathing treatments,he was a fighter and a Hero,he was in the USMC for 4 years and loved it,that's where he got his fibrosis from.we have two grown children and 6 grandchildren,To my Baby ,I LOVE YOU ALWAY'S AND FOREVER,EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY ,UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN 08/31/1953-02/23/12
NEVER WILL FORGET YOU BABY!!!!