Missing My Mam Like Crazy!!

by victoria

My Name Is Victoria And I'm 16 years Of Age And I Lost My Mother 2 Moths Age On The 29th Of November 2011..My Mother Fell Sick On The 25th of November She Was Out With My Mam Doing Christmas Shopping We Came Home As She Was Complaining Of A Headache That She Had For Over 2 Months..We Came Home And Me And My Brother Sat Down For Dinner After That Mam Headed Up Stairs I Dont Know Why But I Followed Her I Went Into My Room She Went Into Hers I Was On the Phone When Next..I Heard My Mother Screaming In Pain..I Hung Up the Phone And Ran Into Her Room To Find Her Sitting On The Side Of the Bed Holding her Head I Was Really Confused I Was Asking her What Was Wrong She Would Not Answer Me Just Blankly Starring At Me..I Rang An Ambulance And As I Was Doing This I Called My 2 Brothers Up The Stairs Mam Was Alert And Trying to Talk But We Could Not Understand Her..All the Right Side Had Gone Numb We Assumed It Was A Stroke..But Were We Wrong??
As The Ambulance Arrived 25 Mins Later Mam Had Passed Out And Got Sick And Was No Longer Alert To Us..They Carried Her Down Into The Ambulance People Crowded The House..The Ambulance Men Said She Had Lost Eye Sight In One Eye And Were Taking Her Straight To Tullamore Hospital Me My Brother My 2 Friends Stayed In My House And My Other Brother Went With Her Later That Night We All Went to My Nanny's Were Family Gathered Waiting On News..She Had Been Moved To Beaumont Hospital.Were They Discovered She Had Had A Massive Brain Hemrage Grade 5 The Highest Grade..We Stayed Up All Night And My Mams 2 Sisters And Brother Went Up..5 That Morning They Returned With The Information That She Had A 20% Chance Of Living Through The Operation..Everyone Was Heart Broken I Did Not Know What To Do..3 Cars Of Our Family Went to Beaumont Hospital That Morning At 6 No One Had Got Any Sleep..She Got Out Of The Operation Still Not Awake We Were Allowed See Her I Was Weak At The Knees Looking At Her..We Traced Up And Back For 2 Days Still No Sleep Had..The Next Information We Got Was They Were Giving Her A 1% Chance Of Living Everyone Was In Bits We All Got to Say Last Goodbyes I Could Not Stand By Her Bedside Knowing I Would Never Hear Her Voice Again..That Night She Died And The Machine Was Turned Of..My Mam Was Gone We had A Wake And Public Wake Then The Funeral I Will Never Forget Any Of them Days My Mother Did Not deserve To Die At 47..I Needed Her..Im Her Only Daughter The Last Thing She Said To Me Was Im Sorry im Dying :(
My Mother Was The Best Woman On Earth And I Love And Miss Her Dearly And Will Never Ever Forget Her And Will Never Fully Recover From the Heartache
Respect Your Parents x

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