Missing My Mom
About a month ago, I found my mom dead. My mom was only 34 years old when she died. She died of an overdose. It was the most hardest things that I have to go through. I wish she would come back, but I know she won't. I'm thinking about all that we did, and what we didn't do. I'm thinking about the day where all the things we did went away. I hate to think that she is gone. I wish I could see her again. I don't know what to think, or what to do with my future. Everything is dead inside me, I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm so unhappy now, I hate the idea of being unhappy. There is no one that can help me get over it. To me it seems like my family doesn't care that she's gone. This makes me feel even more sad. I mean isn't family suppose to help you in times like this? I don't know what to do anymore. I wish my mom didn't die, I wish that she was still alive. I just hope she is in a better place now. I hope she knows that I love her no matter what happens to her. I also hope she knows she will be in my thoughts and prayers.