Missing my Mother Everyday
My mom passed away peacefully on July 3, 2014, she was 62. Every since that day my life has not been the same; I feel so lost without her, I cry everyday. My mom was diagnosed with Pulmonary Fibrosis of the lungs 9 years ago; at the time the doctor's only gave her 6 months to 1 year to survive with this diease, but God blessed her and the family with 9 years! I am grateful for the time, but it still doesnt' stop the emptiness and the pain I have inside, sometimes it's hard to explain how I feel. My mother and I were so very close it feels as if a part of my soul has died also. I know, from what I've been told by other's whose lost a parent, that it's get better over time, but the way I feel, I don't think so. My every thought is her, there's not a minute that goes by that I don't think of her! I wish I could have one last minute with her to hold her tight and give her many kisses. God, will this pain ever leave me?