Missing my mother
It's been a little over a month now since my moms passing. She died shortly before 8pm on Thursday, June 5th. She was on her way home from my house when she suddenly veered off the side of the road. She struck a utility pole and then a tree flipping her car. She died at the scene of the accident. I had no idea of the news until I was awoken at 2am the next day. When I saw the accident reported on the news, it then really became clear to me. She was gone. Just like that. This has been an experience that has forever changed me. I have never endured such pain in my life. The stages of grieving have been extremely hard on me. All I can do is go on though. When you lose your mother, you lose a part of yourself. I am fortunate to have spent the last few hours of her life with her. My 1 year old daughter was the last one to kiss her before she walked out of my house that night. We believe the accident was caused from a medical emergency. Possibly a stroke. We will never know exactly why or how....At only 61 years old, she was taken too soon. She will be forever missed.