Missing my soulmate ....know do I go on?
My husband died on April 20, 2012, of melanoma. He fought this disease for 2 and a half years. Karl had just turned 52 two weeks before dying. This was our second marriage for both of us and we were so thankful to have each other. He was a state trooper for 28 years and had to retire because of this horrible disease. I am a counselor and was his caregiver during this time while trying to still work some. From December to April, we were in the hospital for about 67 days and ended up at hospice.
It has been 6 weeks and I am lonely as most friends and support as dramatically decreased. I am seeing a Christian counselor and this helps some. I am reading everything I can and praying.
I feel like I can't make it some days. I they and stay busy but just can't see a future right now.
Reading about other people's losses have helped me. I just want to share and get some feedback from others who may have some words to help me.