Missing my wife and twin girls
My name Is Anthony, I'm 22 and right now at this time of life I feel so lost and confused as in what's going on in my life. I know people say all the time that things happen for a reason but my question is for what reason? Why do bad things happen to good people? I know god has a plan for each and every one of us that we may not understand now but that's something I look forward to. I lost my wife of 20 years old 3 weeks ago in a very bad car accident. That I can say was the worst day of my life. I never imagined this would happen to us, it's still hard to believe. She was the most amazing person I have ever met, she was so nice to everyone, always had a smile, always helped others in anything she could help with, played sports, and she just got accepted into the radiology program and the most important thing she was always there for me through good and bad! What makes all this harder for me is that just 3 months ago we lost our twin baby girls due to twin to twin transfusion. It breaks my heart seeing all this happen to me in such a small amount of time. I've come to realize that you really never know whys going to happen. It can be today, tomorrow , next week or next month, always tell your loved ones you love them no matter what! Now I'm just trying to get closer to god so that I can understand things better. I'm willing to do what ever it takes for me to see her and be with her and our babies again. I know she's up there with them holding them again looking down on me guiding me through the right path. I will love them always and forever! And no one will ever take her spot! See you soon rest easy baby girl.