Missing you mom

by Jamie

My mom died when I was 13, it was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. I felt like my world was crashing down around me. I blamed myself for her death, I thought that if maybe I could of been there to stop her, maybe she would still be alive today. I would barely eat, I couldnt sleep at all, all I kept of thinking about was her. I kept excepting her to walk through the door and say this was all a joke, but she never came back. I never even got to say goodbye to her. She was not my mom but my best friend too. I've been grieving for 4 years now. I still haven't gotten over her death yet.


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Dec 12, 2011
I know how you feel......
by: Anonymous

My mom died when I was 14. I thought it was my fault too, I thought maybe i should of stopped her. I never truly wanted to believe she was gone either since I never got the chance to say goodbye. I lost her 3 years ago and I know it's only gonna get harder. But talking to someone who has been through the same thing you have helps :).


Oct 27, 2011
feel your pain
by: Anonymous

Hi Jemy,

I feel your pain, my mom passed away this year after a short illness. My dad also passed on 8 years back, so am parentless.
am 27 years of age and now my life is a misery. People are saying am old enough to take care of myself but for me loosing a mother should not be a factor in mourning. Things changed completely surprisingly only a few people who seems to care some family members and friends are distant anyway, I am not blaming them for my mom's death. all im trying to say is we need emotional support more than ever when we are going through grief it keeps us going. it pains me every second of my life, I keep wondering why mom had to die? I want the answer I miss her everyday badly. Like is your case, I wish she could walk into my door one day. I see her in my dreams very often telling that she is not dead. I hope you do have friend and family who understand what you re going through.

I am learning the hard way that death pain does not fade away, we just learn to live with it and move on with our life, which is a big challenge.

cheers Gods

Oct 27, 2011
I miss you Tia Connie
by: Erica

You taught me so much, I was NEVER ready for you to leave. I am upset, sad, angry, so many feelings, sometimes I just can't see straight. I love and miss you very much, and wish I could just talk to you. I miss you "MaTia" I don't know that I will ever be the same without you. The one thing that helps me is that one day we will all be together again. I know it sounds selfish of me, but I need you here with me. The family misses you. We get together for Spaghetti Sundays and we laugh and cry WE REALLY MISS AND LOVE YOU MOWAH !! Your loving niece forever, THANK YOU for loving me, I continue to feel your love with me everyday

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