Missing you mom
My mom died when I was 13, it was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. I felt like my world was crashing down around me. I blamed myself for her death, I thought that if maybe I could of been there to stop her, maybe she would still be alive today. I would barely eat, I couldnt sleep at all, all I kept of thinking about was her. I kept excepting her to walk through the door and say this was all a joke, but she never came back. I never even got to say goodbye to her. She was not my mom but my best friend too. I've been grieving for 4 years now. I still haven't gotten over her death yet.