missing you mom
It's been almost 6 months when my mom died from sickness, it was unexpected and everybody was shocked after she suffered 2 weeks in the hospital. it was the day November 3, 2013 when she died it happened on the day that she was born. At first, I thought I was brave enough to accept that she's gone, but I was wrong, I always missing my mom, I always think about the good memories that we had in the past, her voice and all the things that she does for us will always be alive in my memories, hoping that she will come back and her death was only a "dream". Being the eldest needs to show that im not weak that im strong among my siblings and to my dad, that still now cannot cope the lost of my mom. Whenever I went home from work every weekend, I can feel that our house is empty coz I always saw the memories of my mom in every corner of the house. it's really hard to close my eyes, knowing that she's not coming back. I really love her., sometimes I feel that there's no sense to live coz through my life I work hard for them to give them what they need. I'll help to the best that that a Daughter should in return for all the sacrifices that they made for me during my childhood days . And now, that the unexpected happened, I can say that It's not the right time to lost my mom, but it happened to be and It's a God will.