Missing You

I am sitting here writing this letter with tears rolling down my face. I also feel angry. I am not angry at any one or thing. I am angry that she went through hell and still died. We were married for over 28 years. I miss my Best Friend with what is left of my heart. I lost her 10 months ago when she went to be with her Lord and Savior.

She had many medical problems. She also lived with pain on a daily basis for many years. I did my best to take care of my wife and be with her always. I took her to many doctor appointments. Words cannot express the sadness I felt (And still feel) watching and hearing her suffer while knowing there was nothing I could do for her.

I will miss her for always and forever. My tears are for me because I miss her with all my heart and soul, she was everything to me. Words will never express the love with has together. I look forward to the day when my tears become tears of joy (Not sadness), look back at our life together. I look forward to the day I go home to be with her.

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Jan 24, 2012
Missing you
by: Mari

I am sorry for your loss. I can imagine how much you miss your wife. God is with you always and will help you to make it through. It is a day to day process and some days will be better then others.
This is a wonderful board and we are always here for you whenever you need encouragement and someone to to listen.
To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.
My husband passed away in Nov of 2009. I am doing better but lately have been sad again. I miss him. I am just thankful that I have so many grandchildren and my parents. The great granddaughter brings joy. How my husband would have loved her. I keep busy. I took classes for my job and have another round coming up in April.I manage condos where I live. So with 2 jobs I can cope better as I am very busy.
Take care of yourself and give yourself the needed time for healing. God bless you. Mari

Jan 21, 2011
missing you
by: Lyn Ann

We are with you, and my prayers are with you.
Lyn Ann

Jan 21, 2011
Missing you
by: Karlene

I am so sorry for your heartache and loss, I loss my husband 11yrs, ago Feb. I took care of him with the help of nursing staff in our home for 20 yrs, before his passing. He had too many complications to mention here, we were married 26yrs.. WE loved each other with all our hearts. He was a minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I still miss him, even though I thought i would never make it without him, I am still here and it gets easier. I had three children and my 15yr. old daughter passed away due to a horrific tragedy 6yrs, before my husband passed on.

Only knowing someday I will be with them in heaven keeps me alive. I just lost my best friend my Pastor 3months ago, he was my mentor,
when you love much you hurt much, allow yourself to grieve, Jesus will hold you.

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