I am sitting here writing this letter with tears rolling down my face. I also feel angry. I am not angry at any one or thing. I am angry that she went through hell and still died. We were married for over 28 years. I miss my Best Friend with what is left of my heart. I lost her 10 months ago when she went to be with her Lord and Savior.
She had many medical problems. She also lived with pain on a daily basis for many years. I did my best to take care of my wife and be with her always. I took her to many doctor appointments. Words cannot express the sadness I felt (And still feel) watching and hearing her suffer while knowing there was nothing I could do for her.
I will miss her for always and forever. My tears are for me because I miss her with all my heart and soul, she was everything to me. Words will never express the love with has together. I look forward to the day when my tears become tears of joy (Not sadness), look back at our life together. I look forward to the day I go home to be with her.