by Inna shikhris
(Southampton pa USA )
I've lost my precious 37 years old son suddenly from a cardiac arrest, December 4th 2013. I cannot believe that my happy ,healthy, smart energetic son Mark is gone forever. He is my only child and all my life was revolved around him. I was a hand on mom all his life, and now I feel like lost my future and my perspective . Why go on.,? I keep asking God, myself, and have no answer .it's the most difficult I ever have to go trough .i cannot settle in my mind that Mark is dead ,I keep thinking he moved away.He had no children, only a fiancé , he was going to get married this year, he had a very kind big heart, help everyone ,loved animals, cherish all his friends.my heart is broken and have no reason to get up in the morning.